Nightmares!

I haven't been able to sleep much lately, causing huge dark circles to form around my eyes
After many hours of tossing and turning in bed last night I managed to catch some sleep but woke up with cramps the size of Russia, and a killer headache from the vodka yesterday!
Everything feels wrong!
This young, bubbly, friendly person, is slowly losing herself...
Maybe it's the boyfriend, maybe I'm still pretty shaken up by the robbery.
It really just upsets me!

Ed's been so sweet lately, I can't believe it's our last night together.

I feel like just crawling in a hole, and not coming out.
I've got to admit, I was fully aware of how this was going to end, and I did bring it on myself
BUT life is so unfair!

How is it, when I was in the UK, I never met someone this perfect.
Another chapter of my life I will always cherish.
Mum told me yesterday, there are many more fish in the sea,
But really are there?

Gosh, this vacation is turning out to be one hell of a disaster.
I really wish we didnt have to go to Malaysia, Bali and Goa before we head back to Coventry.
Missing my best buds, Jess, Char and Adrian..
If only you knew, how much I wished you could have met him.

Anyways, like always, life goes on...

PS: Excuse me while I rant, I am in a pre-break up mode.

Till then,
Rheenz